real mature??

what mean by mature??
mature mean we do the things that did not gv our dad n mum worry??
mature mean that we all do things follow by our parent instruction n know how to manage our time n money???
mature mean we can help our elders solve their problem??
all the mature people did not have any "complain"??
they will accept all the problem in front them n solve it??
they will do the things that their parent told even they did not like??

they called mature by elders because of that??
because they know what to do n what not to do.

i dun think so....
everyone have their own secret...
even a "big guy" may also will hug a bear n say he love it.
y??maybe the "big guy" was repulse by others girl n he is alone.
even a "beautiful girl" will "masturbation" because she also repulse by others guy n she also alone.
this maybe they need to satisfy themselve in their own world.

not every ppl in front of us we thought they were mature, actually they r not. just some of them were. they only pretent that they r mature, in their real world(in their own room when alone), what they did naive things we dunno.

note:(time that show in my blog)

all the time show in my blog was wrong....
add another 15 hours for that...
^^

grown up....

###time pass non-stop in our life....
everyone will grown up...
some of them will grown up faster no matter is grown up in their IQ, EQ, physically....
but someone, will grown slower....
we will meet and knowing "infinity" number of human whole life....
but....we can not just stop on the happy moment with someone.....
everyone will change...change to "devil"?change to "angel"?
no ppl will know.....###

with that, i think i still stop at "that" time....
is because i still infantility?or my IQ n EQ still like kid??
watching all ppl around me have a mature thinking ad....but i still like "this"...
feel...i fail in my life....
or??because since i m small until now....what i want will success just waiting for the timing....
so...now i will still stop at that moment??
hope i will grown up soon.....as soon as possible...

advice....

社会是现实的...张大眼睛看清楚...

不要想已让你后悔的事，去避免将会让你后悔的事...

think b4 u make a decision, even a small decision...

1st blog

This is first time I write blog...
Feel nth to say....^^
This few days just worry about exam...
my course work mark very low.....scare i will fail n retake....
T_T
haiz.....
6 August 1.34am I receive a msg from my friend, he tell that he saw "she" go clubbing...
erm...
Is this normal, cuz I also go b4...
but, y I still worry about her....
hope she just go for view and nth happen....

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